the feeling of being unloved

i'm totally speechless... i've got nothing to say. i've got nothing to do. and i'm scared. kenapa sih harus kaya gtu. gausalah bersikap seakan akan lo masih care sama gue. ya kalo memang masih, good for us. kenapa sekarang. kenapa ga entar aja tunggu kita ga satu sekolah. toh dengan gtu lo jd gampang ngelepas gue, dan gue jg gampang ngelepas elo. apa lagi sih yang salah? gue yg jutekan? gue egois? gue apalagi ya... gue minus bgt dimata lo yg emg minus?
i'm trying to let everything flow and roll like they should be. gue berubah jg buat lo. gue tahan emosi, gue jarang marah ampe meledak. and i'm not good enough for you?
sudahlah. gue lg cape...
sorry for this shit, you may close my blog right now, i care about nothing.
.: winda wheezes :.